staying up all night..

peeping out the window..

looking at the starless pitch dark night..

hesitating whether to give up or go ahead..

wondering why am i even thinking of this..

thinking of stuffs that would have been..

recollecting every thought..

hoping very hard to somehow find what i have been looking for..

using every luck i have just to get it..

funny i dun really know myself that well..

heart: its wonderful and mysterious yet confusing..